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This My Soul: Sin and Grace

What first struck me about this song was the clever lyrical turn that happens at the end. Singer-songwriter David Radford takes the usual verse-chorus-verse-chorus structure and plays with it so that when the chorus comes around the third and final time it means something entirely different than what it did the first two times. The words are exactly the same, but the verses provide the context that flips the meaning.

I remember listening the first time and saying to myself, “Ah, Mr. Radford, I like what you did there!”

As we said in the last post, the song revolves around the theological theme of the first and last Adam. The first two verses explore our birth into all that resulted from that fateful day in Eden when Adam ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil as told to us in Genesis 3:

Verse 1:

A voice came and spoke to the silence / The words took on beauty and form / The form took its shape as a garden was born

Then man from the dust came reflecting / All goodness and beauty and life / But he lowered his gaze as he listened to the face of low desires 

Chorus:

This my soul you were born / You were born into / What this man has done / It all extends to you / Let the words shake on down along your spine / And ring out true that you might find new life 

Verse 2:

The voice came and swords blocked the garden / None could return with their lives / A curse there was placed upon every man to face for all of time

No wisdom of man or rebellion / Could deliver new life out of death / But the voice with the curse spoke a promise that the word would take on flesh 

[Chorus]

The theological concept that names what is described here is referred to as the doctrine of “original sin.” Original sin names both Adam’s transgression and the extension of that transgression upon all who are born into the human race. It describes the primordial act of sin as well as the fallen condition that continues to plague every human ever since. 

Even if some of us may have a hard time believing that the literal events described in Genesis 3 actually transpired, it is hard to argue against the larger truth presented to us in the doctrine of original sin. As G.K. Chesterton once quipped, it is perhaps the only doctrine that can be empirically verified. In our more sober moments, I think we know all too well the flawed nature of our humanity. There is something deficient in us.

Of course this is not the end of the story. Neither is it the beginning. We may call it original, but Sin is not our place of origin. Scripture does not begin with Genesis 3, but with Genesis 1. And there we find that we were not born in Sin, but in the image and likeness of God. Sin is neither the first word nor the last. Both belong to God. The human condition as we find it in Scripture, is our exhausting (and exhaustive) inability to be who we were created in and what we were created for. We may be born into sin, but we were created in the image of God.

All this is to say, Sin is not part of God’s creative act “in the beginning.” It is utterly alien, a destructive intruder inimical to the life God wants to share with us and the good world that God spoke into existence. The doctrine of original sin does not give us an explanation for why there is Sin, only that there is Sin. It holds up a mirror to keep us awake to the lowercase sins we commit that perpetuate and accentuate the power of uppercase Sin.

This emergence of uppercase Sin, as far as we can tell in the witness of Scripture, appears as mysteriously as does the crafty serpent in Genesis 3. It is an inexplicable disruption into the shalom that characterized life in Eden — a sudden outbreak of opposition to all the “goodness and beauty and life” God intends for God’s creation. In a way, the Christian belief is that Sin is unintelligible, both in its existence and its origin. And what we find in Christ is that its end comes about as inexplicably as it began. 

Here is where Grace comes in.

Just as Sin is this incomprehensible disruption, so too is Grace. Grace is the unanticipated eruption of God’s saving act into a world helplessly held captive to Sin. Grace everywhere in Scripture is synonymous with Gift. This language of gift reminds us that there is a Giver. Grace is the gift of God that comes to us from beyond us, outside of us. As Paul puts it in Ephesians, “It is by grace that you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God,” (Eph. 2:8). It is not in the power of humankind to save itself from Sin. Indeed, it is often our attempts to “fix” things that often lead to unforeseen evils that introduce even more sin and death into the world (as witnessed to by every Sci-Fi movie worth watching).

What we need is something that could not be anticipated or expected.

This is what we believe about the Gift that Jesus is to us. Sometimes theologians will add the words “sheer” or “utter” to highlight the unique quality of this Gift. What this kind of language is trying to get at is the astonishing way in which God has dealt with Sin. It is a gift that is sudden, abrupt — a gift that could not be predicted or accounted for beforehand. Jesus is the unforeseen eruption of God’s action to save and deliver us.

It is sheer and utter gift.

Whereas the disruption of Sin brought death, the eruption of Grace does so much more. And this is precisely what we hear Paul saying in Romans 5:15-17:

15 But the gift is not like the trespass. For if the many died by the trespass of the one man, how much more did God’s grace and the gift that came by the grace of the one man, Jesus Christ, overflow to the many! 16 Nor can the gift of God be compared with the result of one man’s sin: The judgment followed one sin and brought condemnation, but the gift followed many trespasses and brought justification. 17 For if, by the trespass of the one man, death reigned through that one man, how much more will those who receive God’s abundant provision of grace and of the gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man, Jesus Christ!

Listen to all the echoes of gift here.

This is what we hear described in the final movement of the song:

Verse 3:

Then the perfect son of man / Took the place the voice had planned since the garden and before / He took the swords and cursed the grave / There’s nothing more to separate us from the promise / The words of a living hope

Chorus:

This my soul you were born / You were born into / What this man has done / It all extends to you / Let the words shake on down along your spine / And ring out true that you might find new life 

I think it worthwhile to point out the dynamic at work here. The experience of Grace entails the realization that there is something wrong with each and every one of us. This is what the doctrine of original sin is all about. We have a disease to which none of us are immune. This realization magnifies the Gift in many ways. To understand the depths of Sin is to recognize the immensity of Grace — and not only that, Paul wants us to see how much more is Grace!

This dynamic is baked into the very fabric of the lyrics. At the end of the song, we hear the same words that spoke of original sin, now speak the word of Grace. We feel in our spine that Adam’s failure extends in some real way to us. But now, with the sudden emergence of Grace, we find that what Jesus has done now extends to us in a more determinative way.

What the song helps me to hear is the interconnectedness of both Judgment and Grace — that these are two sides of the same coin; a coin we might call the Love of God. In the context of Scripture, Judgment creates the context for Grace…it makes Grace, so to speak, intelligible. Grace, on the other hand, sets the telos or purpose for Judgment, such that, Judgment is not made in order to condemn, but to restore. As we live in the time between promise and fulfillment, both of these must be heard when we speak of God’s Love. The same is true for either side of the coin as well. When we say Grace, we hear the echo of Judgment. Similarly, Judgement must be heard with an ear towards Grace.

But when it is all said and done, we know on what side the coin will fall. That is, Grace will get the last word. What we hear in the end is that all is sheer and utter Gift.

This my soul you were born into.

Amen.

Cleanliness & Light

a reflection on Luke 11:14-12:12

by Katie Heemstra

While praying through this week’s readings I was truly at a loss for what to write about.  No one section or day really stood out to me and each one seemed so critical of something, which is honestly not fun to write about.  We have Jesus casting out demons and the famous, “a house divided cannot stand,” verse, we have a section on judgment and letting our light shine, another section on woes to the Pharisees, and finally a section on hypocrisy, fearing God but not fearing God at the same time, unforgivable blasphemy and finally the power of the Spirit to give us words.  What a jumble of topics! But in praying through this section of scripture as a whole, God started showing me a common theme in all of it: cleanliness and light.

The two are symbolically similar and tend to go hand in hand.  Where we find one it would be no surprise to find the other. Light can bring healing, cleansing is healing too.  Shedding light on a situation is a type of purging, which in turn is a type of cleaning. With that in mind then looking at the verses as a cohesive whole, I think Jesus is trying to convey the difference between true light and true cleanliness and that which is made or done through human effort.  

We see it first in the example in Luke 11:24-26, when an unclean spirit leaves a person and returns to that person finding everything tidied up and rearranged back in order, then invites all his demon friends back with him for the equivalent of a house party wreaking havoc on this poor man’s soul.  An odd example, right? I thought so, so I looked into some commentaries on these verses and they key to this scenario is that this person was expelled of the unclean spirit and tried to clean up the aftermath on his own (notice the use of swept clean – he basically dusted his house and put the pictures back up on the shelves, but did not put the effort in to truly, deeply clean) basically just cleaning up the demon’s room, inviting the spirit to come back.

Here’s a more tangible example…say you have an addiction and it has taken over your life.  You begin to see the destruction it is causing so you make up your mind to stop using whatever substance you’re addicted to.  You make it a couple days, maybe even a week or two, but something sets you off and you binge that substance so hard, you’re now even worse off than you were before you tried to quit.  This man tried to quit (“sweep his house”) on his own effort, but if he were to check himself into a rehab facility (“deep clean”) he would stand a chance against the onslaught of attack his addiction would have against him.  That deep cleaning is only available when we invite the Spirit in to help us clean up our act. It’s the only way to truly change our situation.

Next, we have the example of putting a lamp on a stand, rather than hiding it under a bowl in Luke 11:29-36.  We are warned in this passage to make sure that the light within us is not darkness. Another odd reference from Jesus.  How can light really be darkness? The answer is only if it is not from the true source of light: God our Father. If our light is coming from another source, say our own efforts to be righteous, it is not a true light we are shining, but a poor imitation.  We’re back to sweeping our own houses clean rather than letting the Spirit deep clean us: our effort versus letting God take control.

Third, we have the example of the Pharisee calling Jesus out for not washing before eating his meal (we’re back to the cleaning thing!).  Jesus throws it right back at the Pharisee accusing him of washing the outside of his dish but not the inside. Finally we have a fairly straightforward example: the Pharisee does much to make sure his outer appearance (how he looks, what he does, who he is perceived to be) follows the letter of the law, but his internal condition (his motivations, his desires, his heart) is quite dirty and ugly.  Jesus shows us the difference between the clean outside and clean inside in the examples in the following verses (Luke 11:43-52). Visible tithing, taking important seats in the synagogue, receiving respectful greetings in public are all focused on outer appearance. Cleanliness of the inside is shown as being generous to the poor and showing justice and the love of God to others. In order to do any of these things with a genuine heart rather than selfish motivation, we must be in tune with God and the Spirit.  It is his work through us that makes us able.

Finally we have the example of hypocrisy where truth is brought to light in the end (Luke 12:1-3).  Here we are, back to the light once more! We are warned that whatever we think we’re doing in secret will one day be revealed to all.  Whether this revelation will come through people coming to see our true character in this life or if all will be revealed in the next, we don’t know, but the heart of Jesus’ statement is if we act in the manner of the Spirit, truly cleansed on the inside, acting in love, justice and mercy we will have nothing to fear in this life or the next.  I think this is why Jesus continues on to say we should not be afraid of others who can only kill our bodies, but only fear God who can eternally damn us to hell. God sees what is done in secret, He sees if we are only working in our own effort to sweep our houses clean or only wash the outside of the dish. He sees our hearts and our true motivations.  BUT, we are to fear His judgment, we are not to fear Him, because He is the only one who can redeem us, make us truly clean, bring light into every situation in our lives.  We are to run to him with hearts wide open asking for His cleansing love and righteousness to make us well and whole and able to show his love to the rest of his children here on earth.

A lot easier said than done, right?  It sure is for me. But that is the beauty of the Holy Spirit’s work in our lives.  Just as He will come and teach us what to say when we are called out to speak (Luke 12:11-12), He also comes when we ask to gently (yet deeply) clean out our hearts and shed light on our actions and circumstances.  It is not by our own efforts alone that we are going to be able to do what Jesus is asking of us. We have four examples in just these passages of how that does not work. We must first go to God, rely on Him to do His work in us, and in our willingness to be shaped, cleansed, and used by Him, we will be filled to overflowing with the love, justice, and mercy God calls us to act out in our lives.

artwork:Woe Unto You, Scribes and Pharisees, James Tissot (1836-1902)

The Good Samaritan

a reflection on Luke 10:25-37

by Serena Lee

This passage that describes the conversation between the expert (lawyer) and Jesus includes the most famous commands of the Bible: to love the Lord your God, and to love your neighbor as yourself. Moreover, it includes the famous parable of The Good Samaritan that Jesus tells in order to convey to the expert what “neighbor” means. We may have heard this story and been reminded of these commands time and time again. But I hope that by sharing a bit of my own processing of this story with you, it will bring a fresh perspective and a gentle conviction that we will never be able to “graduate” from learning God’s love. That is, God’s love is not something to be achieved nor earned, but rather an ever-growing relationship between the Lover and the beloved.

The expert of the law and Jesus seem to have a cordial conversation, and in fact seem to be in agreement with one another. They both agree that (paraphrasing) “loving the Lord with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength” and “love your neighbor as yourself” are two important commands written in the law. Jesus’ response “do this, and you will live” brings up the expert’s wonderful question of how he should carry out these commands. 

This part of the story, Jesus inserts yet another story (a pericope) in order to present to the expert who “neighbor” is. At this point, we have all read and heard the sermons attempting to help us connect with each character of the story: the Levite, the priest, the Samaritan, and even the observer of the story. What we may have not paid much attention to is how a sermon prompts listeners to take on the perspective of each character significantly changes what we take away from this short story. 

For example, a sermon that focuses on the perspective of the Levite or priest perhaps prompts challenges listeners to think about their own judgments and prejudice against people they consider as “the other,” just like the wounded, unnamed man. If preached from the perspective of the Good Samaritan, the sermon may encourage listeners to think about those they consider “the other” and serve them the way the Good Samaritan has. Even as an observer in the story, it is clear that the Samaritan is considered “the other” when compared to the Levite and priest, and therefore should be welcomed into the kingdom of God for showing mercy to the wounded man. 

The only character that we have not yet taken perspective of is the wounded, unnamed man’s. Though his role in the story is quite passive, I understand that he represents pain, suffering, and hurt in this world. I’m positive most of us have not experienced being beaten half to death, but perhaps for our purposes, let’s take up his perspective of pain, hopelessness, and desperate need for a neighbor. 

This unnamed man has no background or context, only that his life depends on the mercy of someone who will give it. Because we cannot assume the identity of this name, we don’t know what his reaction would be if a Levite or priest were to have helped him. However, I wonder if it would have mattered to this unnamed man if the Levite or priest did help him. Would he have been more thankful? Would he have tried to repay them? I don’t think so…I think he would have reacted the same because he simply needed a neighbor. That is, he needed someone to show him mercy. 

Of course, there is significance that the Samaritan plays the role of the neighbor, especially given that Luke writes for a Gentile audience. Thus, I think Jesus uses the Samaritan as the example not to create the dichotomy of “other” and “included”, but to actually eliminate otherness. After all, the kingdom of God will not have “others.” This is a taste of heaven. We may need to categorize “others” for now, but we do so as a means to an end, a tool in order to eventually create relationships of equality and reciprocity, just as Jesus did in the story by making the Samaritan an example as the Neighbor.

Neighbor is not the one who is included or excluded. Neighbor is not “us vs. them.” Neighbor is not our group and “others”. Neighbor is not beneficiary and benefactor. Neighbor is not patronizing. 

Neighbors are patient. Neighbors are kind. They do not envy, they do not boast, they are not proud. They do not dishonor others, they are not self-seeking, they are not easily angered, they keep no record of wrongs. Neighbors do not delight in evil, but rejoice with the truth. Neighbors protect, trust, hope, and persevere.

There is no cultural, socio-economic, racial/ethnic, or gender construct or barrier that restricts one from becoming or having a neighbor. For being a neighbor only requires mercy and love—transformed through the love of God—which means anyone can be a neighbor, and anyone can have a neighbor. We know who our “others” are. We have all been the “other.” But I think otherness begins to cease when we can recognize that there is a neighbor-ness (and need for neighbor) in each of us, which allows us to sense a common humanity among the people that God has called us to love.

artwork:The Good Samaritan, Vincent van Gogh (1853-1890)

Love at the Center

a reflection on Luke 7-8

by Meridith Mitchellweiler

Within this week’s readings, Jesus twice mentions the importance of hearing God’s word. First in 8:15, he explains the meaning of a parable: “But the seed on good soil stands for those with a noble and good heart, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.” He mentions it again in 8:21 in response to a reference of his mother and brother: “My mother and brothers are those who hear God’s word and put it into practice.”  

After spending time reading the passages last week, a question kept coming to mind, especially in light of what we have been leaning into Sunday mornings. What does Jesus mean when he says “hear God’s word and put it into practice,” and “hear the word, retain it and by persevering produce good”? 

I believe the only way we can begin to answer this question is to look to Jesus. After all, who could be a better example of what it means to hear God’s word and put it into practice, than God Incarnate? As I was reflecting on the Jesus we have gotten to know through Luke, I was reminded of a quote from a devotional I read earlier in the month. Brian McLaren writes, “Of the many radical things said and done by Jesus, his unflinching emphasis on love was the most radical of all … Love decenteredeverything else; love relativized everything else; love took priority over everything else—everything.”

As we have seen in the past few weeks, Luke shows us a Jesus who is far more concerned with the weak than the powerful, whose every act embodies a love incomprehensible to the people of this earth. Love was at the core of everything Jesus did and as such his love “decentered” all worldly concerns and aspirations.

In this week’s readings, we again see that Jesus’ love and focus on the vulnerable was confusing to the Pharisees and many others. In a class I took in college, the professor presented the thought that perhaps the disciples were disappointed by Jesus at first. Perhaps they expected a new king to take power over the system in play to fix their broken and oppressive society. But they were instead met with Jesus the healer. How was loving the poor, sick, and sinful going to fix the major societal issues? 

I’m coming to discover that Jesus did not come to fix the problems of the world from the outside, as was expected by many. He seemed more focused on the inside, the hearts of the people. Just in this last week’s readings we saw the story of the woman who anointed Jesus’ feet. From the outside, she was marked as sinful, but Jesus focused on her heart instead. What mattered to Jesus was her reaction to his love for her. She expressed that love in the most vulnerable of ways. She came to him in a wealthy and powerful man’s home, used her own tears and hair to clean his dirty feet, and anointed him with an expensive perfume. She didn’t appear to care how it looked. All she cared about was expressing her “great love.” Love was at the center of her actions. Everything else was then decentered. 

I look at the times when I have felt God’s love the strongest and it has been when I am at my most vulnerable. When I have messed up horribly, like the sinful woman, or when something awful and out of my control has happened to me, like the widowed mother. I think I turn to God in those moments so easily because it’s clear I can’t do it on my own any longer. I need Him. I need His love. In that place, I’ve found I feel strangely at peace. His love takes its place at the center and I merely act in response to that. Everything else goes quiet.

I think placing love at the center, whether in accepting God’s love for us or showing His love to others, is what it means to put God’s word into practice. At least it seems that’s how Jesus did it. As Paul says in Galatians 5:6: “What matters is something far more interior: faith expressed in love.” 

artwork: Mary’s Sacrifice, Wayne Forte (2008)

Do Not Judge, and You Will Not Be Judged

a reflection on Luke 6:27-7:10

by Katie Heemstra

It never ceases to amaze me how God meets us right where we are at.  Even more so this week I was truly amazed reading the passages I would have to write about as I choked down the humble pie God was feeding me.  In my humanness, at one level wanting to put forward a polished foot for my first blog post for our church, it would have been nice to focus on Day 4’s reading, the centurion whose faith amazed even Jesus, which is truly an inspirational and aspirational story, but also one that is a step or two farther from home in my life right now.  No, in praying over this week’s reading it was Day 2 that God kept drawing me back to:

“Do not judge, and you will not be judged.  Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven…Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?  How can you say to your brother, ‘Brother let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.” (Luke 6:37, 41-42).

Verses 41-42 used to be verses I lived by.  When people would ask me how I try to live my life among God’s people, I would quote them those two verses, but somewhere along the way in the past year or so someone else’s speck got so apparent to me, that I completely forgot about the plank in my own eye.  And the even sadder part is, as I focused on their speck, my plank got bigger.

Have you ever been in a situation like that before?  Someone does something that hurts you and instead of dealing with it in the moment or truly letting it go, you just let it slide but in letting it slide you begin keeping score.  Then the emotions that come from continuing to let things slide but still keeping score take on a life of their own until that person becomes satan incarnate to you and it all spirals downhill and out of control?  Is it just me?

Even more, it can feel so good to demonize that person or situation because we feel justified in our anger (or even in our hate if we let it get that far) because our laundry list of their faults has been gathered like evidence against their case.  In reality, they don’t even know they’re on trial, but we add their nonchalance in the situation as a mark against them too. And again, it spirals out of control.

My big question right now is how do you come back from something like that?

I think the answer is in this passage, and I think it is why God, in all his wisdom and omniscience, made sure I had to write about this past week of readings (as we can clearly see from my not-so-hypothetical examples).  Day 1’s reading lays it out pretty clearly: love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, turn the other cheek, pray for those who mistreat you, lend without expecting repayment. Day 2 we see more of it: do not judge, do not condemn, forgive.  If we read over these two passages as just nice ideas but don’t take it to heart, we get smacked in the face again at Day 3 when Jesus asks, “Why do you call me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do what I say?” 😰

We cannot ignore his instructions for us, build our house on sand, then wonder why our life is in shambles when something hard happens.  Now why would someone want to build a house on sand? Because it is easier! Have you ever dug a hole in the sand? It’s an afternoon passtime at the beach and children can do it!   Have you ever dug a hole in a rock? Yeah, me neither, because it is hard and you need specific tools to do so. Digging foundations for a home in sand is easier, but it won’t last, we need to gather the tools to start securing our foundations in rock.  In the Rock. In Jesus. In what he teaches us to do.

In all my time as a Christian, and a human Christian who can hold a pretty strong grudge if I put my mind to it, the most helpful and effective tool I’ve seen and personally used is praying for those who mistreat me.  There is something about praying for someone, having a conversation with the Most High about one of his other children that just puts things in a better perspective. Sometimes I have to talk with God about them every five minutes, but eventually I do feel that ice around my heart melt away and I’m able to genuinely look at them through the eyes of the Father and love them as God has called me to.

That’s the hope in this passage.  That is God’s promise to us. We see in in Luke 6:35-36, if you follow his instructions, “Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.  Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.” He is kind to the ungrateful and wicked. Isn’t that such a relief? It is to me as I take another bite of my humble pie this week and begin to pray for those who have mistreated me and bring the plank in my eye to my loving heavenly Father to help me remove it piece by piece.

Artwork: The Sermon On The Mount, Jan Brueghel the Elder (1568-1625)

Truth and Power: A Love Story

a reflection on Luke 6

by Don Phan-Huy

WARNING: this post contains profanity, convoluted run-on sentences, and is a little too long for a blog post. Reader discretion is advised.

To be honest, I was reluctant to sign up for this because reading the Bible can be tricky and I saw myself running into one of two possible complications. I thought I might either: (1) come across a passage and have no idea what it was saying; or (2) come across a passage that is so well-known, so defining, that much smarter people have said much more interesting things about it than I ever could. Well it was just my luck to encounter both scenarios this week, but as we say when I drop my pick or Jojo breaks another a string, “the show must go on!”(We don’t actually say that.)

There were two passages that really stood out to me last week. The first is one that I have always been fond of but have a newfound appreciation for. As the story goes, Jesus was teaching at the synagogue on the Sabbath. While he was teaching, some Pharisees were carefully monitoring him from afar (cue Every Breath You Takeby the Police) to see if he would heal anyone, or otherwise work, on the holy day of rest. They were desperate to find another reason to accuse him of blasphemy, heresy, social justice activism, etc. Jesus was aware of their intentions, so he called up a man with a withered hand, said something baddass, and healed him in front of the whole crowd. Needless to say, this pissed off the pharisees.

This passage resonated with me when I was a new Christian because I grew up believing that everything in life has its limits. And while I still believe that most things indeed have (and probably need) limits, this passage helped me realize that Love does not. The all-encompassing, self-giving love of God is not confined by what our cultures have deemed worthy or lovable. God’s love overcomes the conventions of man so that all may experience his restorative power. 

After reading this passage more recently, however, I discovered an aspect to the story that made me laugh because I think it’s hilarious. Basically: while knowing full well what the pharisees wanted, Jesus looked them dead in the eyes and, in the most Jesus way possible, flipped them the bird. I’m not entirely sure why seeing this part of Jesus made me so happy. Perhaps it’s fun to imagine the Son of God being such a punk. But maybe there is something deeper at play here. Maybe it’s not justthat Jesus was a punk but that what he did was profoundly moving. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that Jesus, as he so often did, stood up to those in power to care for the sick and marginalized, even when it put him at risk.

As mentioned by my co-contributors to this blog, there seems to be a recurring theme throughout the Gospel of Luke that revolves around how God raises up the lowly and brings low the powerful. I think that’s a fair interpretation for the withered-hand-man story but Luke does something very interesting with this theme in the second passage that caught my attention. Week 5’s reading ends with the blessings and woes spoken by Jesus in the Sermon on the Plain. The structure is similar to the Beatitudes in Matthew’s Gospel. The first half consists of blessings that Jesus speaks upon people who struggle – blessed are the poor, blessed are the hungry, etc. But the second half is a little different.

The second half of the Luke Beatitudes also contain four “woes” which all seem to target things that don’t seem inherently bad. It made me wonder, “that’s kind of messed up, Jesus. I get why you’d go after rich folk because that’s kind of your M.O., but why woe to people who are well fed? Why poo poo on people who are laughing? What do you have against laughing??” Without knowing Luke’s undergirding agenda, this would have made no sense to me at all. But considering the types of people Luke puts in the limelight, it became clear to me that Jesus isn’t just talking about someone who randomly laughs at a joke or eats until they’re full. He’s talking about people who have enough money to eat well. He’s talking about people who have enough comfort to laugh. He’s referring to people who can afford these luxuries because of their position in society. He’s talking about us. He’s talking about me.

And now I’ve run into a third complication that I hadn’t considered earlier (but probably should have): I’ve come across a passage that called me out on my shit. This is definitely my least favorite one. It makes me feel bad. Or a nicer way of putting it: it is very humbling. But this is probably why the Pharisees hated Jesus so much. Apart from whatever political or religious reasons they had for wanting to get rid of him, I think it really just came down to the fact that Jesus made them feel bad about themselves – and not in an insecure way, but in a way that made them face a truth about themselves that they didn’t want to face. I think this is the power of the Gospel when it speaks truth to power. It forces those of us with privilege to take a good, hard look at ourselves and ask if we’re doing our best to follow Jesus with what we have. For me, the answer is often no. And that is a tough pill to swallow. I say all this because I think it’s important to note that while it can be redemptive to identify with people like the prodigal son or the woman at the well, we cannot escape the reality that, in many ways, we are also the Romans and the Pharisees. To tie this into the Christmas story, we might even find ourselves in Herod, plotting to kill what we know about Jesus because he gets in the way of what we want. 

            This got very dark so I’ll try to end with something a little more hopeful. As we close out this Christmas season, I’m reminded that God must reallylove us. He already knows how messed up we are and yet deemed it a worthy endeavor to come into this world tolivewith us and showus his love. As much as we focus on how much faith we have in Jesus, it’s probably worth mentioning that it seems God has faith in usas well. With all that power, why else would he not just make things right again with the snap of his fingers? It seems that there is a work to be done, and God knows that we have the capacity to participate in that work. So the next time we gaze upon our reflection and see our face in all its beauty and shame, we ought to remind ourselves that the Creator of Heaven and Earth loves us and believes in us to be better.

             If you’re reading this and you’re already doing your best in life, I’m proud of you! Keep doing what you’re doing and make sure to take a break once in a while. Self-care is important and learning to love yourself is just as important as learning to love others. If you’re like me and often find yourself unmotivated but want to do something about it, my prayer is for you to realize that you have a lot to offer – even if it doesn’t seem like much. Something as small as a word of appreciation or a little bit of your time can go a long way. I know because I’ve been a recipient of these gifts and they meant the world to me. In closing, these are my main takeaways from reading through Luke so far and reflecting on Christmas: (1) if you haven’t written a blog post in a while, don’t wait until the day before the deadline to start writing it; (2) Jesus is hilarious; and (3) regardless of where we are in life, and no matter what good or bad we do to each other, we and God are all in this beautiful shittiness together. So let’s do our best to help make this world a little more loving, and a little less shitty than how we found it.

Artwork: The Man with the Withered Hand,James Tissot (1836-1902)

The Great Physician

a reflection on Luke 4-5

by Janet Hsu

High fevers, leprosy, paralyzation. These were all physical ailments that Jesus came head to head with in last week’s scripture. We see Jesus rebuking the fever. He lays hands on sick people and heals them. He touches a man who has leprosy and immediately, the leprosy leaves him. Jesus tells a paralyzed man to get up and walk and up he goes.

Last week, I saw my own husband suffer through a painful blistering rash on his face and rendered him bedridden for days. When I read these passages, I thought of what Ken was going through and found it weird that Jesus rebuked the illness.

My first reaction was to call a doctor. Make sure that Ken obtains the proper drugs and the proper medical tests. Asking God for healing then is almost like an after-thought.

But from these readings, I am reminded that God is more powerful than any drug or surgery. While modern medicine is an amazing feat and should be utilized and marveled at, we forget that Jesus is the ultimate Healer and Physician. He desires to and can heal us, both spiritually and physically. We should place our faith in Him the same way the paralyzed man’s friends placed their faith in Jesus–so much that they punched a hole in the roof so their friend could get in the house.

I confess that I lack that type of faith. Like Simon Peter in the fishing story, I too, base my decisions on what I see with my eyes and my own experience and I am often left hopeless. But I pray that we ultimately trust Jesus and his words to us. If we are willing to extend ourselves to him, Jesus is willing to heal us.

artwork: Christ Cleansing a Leper, Jean-Marie Melchior Doze, 1864

God’s Upside-Down Kingdom

a reflection on Luke 1-2

by Andrew Tai

As I read the passages from Luke this week, I was struck by some of the oddity of the stories and characters that Luke has chosen to highlight thus far in his Gospel. In no other Gospel do we hear Zechariah and Elizabeth’s story, or about Simeon and Anna, or even the Shepherds (as opposed to the seemingly wealthier Magi) who come to honor Jesus at his birth.

Of course, this is no accident.  It seems that from the beginning of his Gospel, Luke wants his readers to understand that God’s plan, revealed in the life of Jesus, came about through people that have been overlooked by the rest of the world, people who perhaps no one would’ve expected to be involved in world-altering events.  

And yet these are the precise people that God chooses—and whom Luke has highlighted. In doing so, Luke challenges his readers to recognize that God does not conform to society’s traditional notions of power and glory and worthiness.  This becomes a consistent theme throughout Luke: Jesus consistently acts in ways that do not line up with our expectations.  In Luke we find that it is no longer simply Israel who will receive God’s blessing; instead, God’s love and healing work is making its way throughIsrael to the entire world, including to unclean and undeserving Gentiles. It is no longer the societal and religious elite who are closest to God; instead, God is particularly concerned with the poor and downtrodden and those who don’t think they have it all together. 

To hear Luke’s gospel today and allow it to speak into our lives requires that we ask ourselves whether we’ve (knowingly or not) simply bought into society’s ways of thinking.  In my own life, I see how I have pursued the notion of the “good life” promised by the American Dream (i.e. nice house, nice car, nice family, nice job), sometimes even without consciously deciding to do so.  I see how I’m tempted to hold tightly onto money, rather than giving generously to others in need.  I recognize how I value people differently based on how successful in their careers or charismatic they are, rather than remembering that people are valuable not because of what they accomplish but simply because they are created in the image of God.  In other words, I am the exact type of person that needs to hear the Gospel message of God’s inclusive and radical love that upends all of the world’s traditional notions. 

As we continue through this season of Advent, may we remember that this Jesus we are waiting for is not here to conform to our expectations, but continually and consistently moves us to love and serve and give in ways that reflect the upside-down Kingdom of God.

artwork: Simeon’s Song of Praise, Rembrandt Harmenszoon van Rijn (1606 – 1669)

The Third Word

“Woman, behold your son.”

John 19:26-27

This week our reflection on the Third Word is written by Brenda Mitchellweiler.

 

When reading texts involving Jesus’ parables, words, and actions, there is often more to the story, more than one way of exploring meaning. In this scene, Jesus agonizes on the cross. The soldiers have just cast lots for his clothing. Mary, a few other women and Jesus’ “beloved disciple” John are near Jesus. So near they hear his labored words calling to Mary, and then to John. He says to Mary “Woman, behold your son!” To John, he says “Behold, your mother!

An amazing effort by Jesus to get their attention. From excruciating pain, he needs them to recognize a vital truth. In this dark hour, he works to get Mary and John to behold something beyond mere relational or societal dictates. Jesus may have been ensuring the practical care of Mary by John. However, he could have made these arrangements prior to the cross. So why now is Jesus, through labored breath, in the last moments of life, drawing Mary’s and John’s attention? To what does he call them to behold? Is there more?

Ultimately, on the cross Jesus is without words. His body is lifeless. The deep darkness of the hour is palpable, visual, and REAL! John and Mary walk away from the cross in REAL darkness. They feel fear, pain, confusion, hopelessness, gut wrenching sorrow, and agony beyond words.

Yet, the more of the story now comes into play.

We recall the words of Jesus at John 15:12 “This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you.” The call of Jesus to Mary and John that they become family is key. He calls them to love one another, calls them to act as mother and son. We tend to not hear or behold the depth and power of loving one another as family. In this dark hour, Jesus gives Mary and John a way through their darkness. Be family, he says to them. The only way through our world and our own moments of fear, pain, confusion, hopelessness, gut wrenching sorrow, and agony beyond words is through loving each other as he has shown us. Be family, he says to us. Loving each other is essential to our survival in this world. Loving each other is more than just labeling each other brothers and sisters in Christ. Loving each other the way Jesus has shown us is active. It is sometimes difficult. It is sometimes awkward. But it is essential. It is family.

What drew my family to the Christ Kaleidoscope congregation most is the way you all actively love. We have been blown away and blessed by your works of love. The love you have for the school in Cambodia, the hurting in Florida, the marginalized, and simply the hurting is beautiful to behold and compels each of us to love more like Jesus. Your works of love are palpable, REAL and essential to those around you! We are grateful for your witness of Jesus’ love to us and this world. Grateful that you love one another!

 

 

 

 

 

The Second Word

“This day you will be with me in Paradise.”

Luke 23:43

This week our reflection on the Second Word is written by Ken Chuang.

 

Jesus is hung on the cross between two criminals. The first criminal mocks Jesus “Aren’t you the Messiah?  Save yourself and us!” The other says “Don’t you fear God even when you have been sentenced to die? We deserve to die, but this man has done nothing wrong … Jesus remember me when you come into your Kingdom.” To which Jesus replied, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.

What does this say about Jesus that even as he has been forsaken by his Father and is being crucified, in that very moment, he is still doing God’s work. Putting his own suffering aside, and forgiving the faithful criminal and offering him his salvation. Jesus is loving and merciful and constantly sacrificing for the good of others — the ultimate sacrifice of life. He is able to endure this because of his ultimate faith. What can we endure if we had such strong faith?

Salvation through faith and not deeds. The faithful criminal is the perfect example of this. We don’t know what heinous crime he has committed, but he puts himself at the mercy of Jesus and repents and through that faith is saved even as he is about to die. How awesome is it that this criminal can look past his current predicament and shame to the coming glory. Compare this to the first criminal who like the other is suffering, but all he cares about is saving himself through whatever means possible. Heck, he may even say he believes in Jesus for the sole purpose of saving himself without any care for right or wrong, regret or remorse … caring only about himself. Look at the Jewish leaders of that time with all their good deeds — they were unable to earn salvation because they lacked belief and faith. How different are they really from the first criminal?

Now, imagine how much more rewarding our lives can be if we are faithful each and every step of the way. How many times in our lives do we think we are doing good deeds, but if not done with the right heart, it is meaningless. Are we doing to please ourselves, others, or God? Only one can lead us to true faith and salvation. The posture we take with our actions and deeds belies our true belief.

Lastly, I’m reminded of Pastor Ken’s message on “Transfiguration Sandwich” … God with us, God above us, God for us. Our almighty Father is multidimensional. God with us: he is a loving God that answers our prayers. God for us: he is a merciful God forgiving our sins and offering us salvation. God above us: he is an almighty and enforcing God — the only one that will judge us and knows our true intentions. A God that we should all fear. All are important to our faith and ultimately leads to our salvation from this present evil age.