Holy Week: Glory

John 17

Reading John 17, I was left thinking about the words glory and glorify. These words are used quite a few times at the beginning of this chapter – 5 times in 6 verses. They are “churchy” words that we’ve all heard before. We kinda know what they mean and we kinda don’t. John’s Gospel is filled with these kinds of abstract words and concepts. Eternal life is another one , which pops up in these verses as well.

I did a little digging and found a pair of words that are closely related to glory and glorify: magnificence and magnify. Magnify is a word that is a little more concrete for us to get our heads around. When we magnify something what we are doing is enlarging it so that we can get a better picture of what that something is up close – its particular characteristics, its dinstinctive qualities, its unique essence. In short, magnifying  helps us to see something more clearly.

A similar dynamic is at work when we glorify something. To glorify is to enlarge something so as to see its splendor and beauty all the more clearly. Take as an example an athlete. Let’s say, Roger Federer. For the Fed to be glorified is for everyone to see and recognize the greatness of his talent and elegance as a tennis player. His talent and elegance are already and always there; they just need to be drawn out or shown-off so that they can be recognized and known by others. That’s what it means to glorify.

So, this is what Jesus says he came to do – to glorify the Father. In Jesus the beauty and character of God is enlarged. It is magnified. And it is important to point out that Jesus says these words as part of his farewell prayer. After praying this prayer, Jesus begins his harrowing journey to the cross. Before he sets off on that road, Jesus asks of the Father, “Glorify your Son so that the Son may glorify you” (John 17:1). With the shadow of the cross hanging over these words, Jesus is saying, “Father, as I am lifted up on that cross, beaten and broken, would your beauty and power be enlarged for all the world to see.”

We as believers are the answer to that prayer, for on the the cross we say that we see the character of God displayed in all its brilliance and glory and magnificence. 
And this ends up being what eternal life is all about. As Jesus says in verse 3, “This is eternal life, that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent.”

As we head towards Good Friday, may we get our microscopes out and focus in on the cross. May the glory of God be magnified for us as we gaze on the man who hangs on it. And in so doing may we find ourselves entering ever more deeply into the life that is eternal.

Amen.

Holy Week

As we enter into Holy Week, here is a reading schedule that follows John’s narrative of Jesus’ last days:

Monday (4/10): John 17 (the whole chapter)

This chapter can be read as a last will and testament of sorts. It expresses Jesus’ final wishes in the form of a prayer. He prays for those he will soon leave behind and not only for them, but also for those who will one day believe because of their witness. In other words, Jesus lifts us up in prayer as well.

In pondering this passage it may be helpful to do some deep work on the things that Jesus hopes for his disciples (which includes us). In doing so, may what Jesus wants for us reorder our disordered wants and loves.

Tuesday (4/11): John 18:1-27

These verses are filled with betrayal. There is Judas, of course, who (in)famously betrays Jesus with a kiss (Matthew 26.48, Mark 14:44, Luke 22:47). Then there is Peter, who denies Jesus not once, not twice, but thrice. Both fail to remain true to Jesus, but they do so for different reasons under different circumstances. In spending time in this passage, we might consider how we are vulnerable to the same pressures that pushed Judas and Peter to turn their backs on the one they both called Lord.

Wednesday (4/12): John 18:28-19:16a

As we continue on in John 18, we find Jesus being interrogated by Pilate. If Peter’s denial of Jesus shows us a certain kind of cowardice, we are confronted with another kind in Pilate. It is a kind that is able to hide behind power and security so as to put off making a decision on the truth Jesus testifies to. Is it possible that there is a little Pilate in us, refusing to accept or putting off the truth that confronts us in Jesus?

The other character that finds a prominent place in the narrative is the mob who cries, “Crucify him! Crucify him!” (John 19:6). Pilate’s failure stems from a fear of upsetting popular opinion. Those who demand crucifixion seem to be enraged by the audacity of this poor carpenter from Nazareth who would dare upend and uproot their expectations of what a Savior should be and do. At least they understood that’s what Jesus was up to. The question we might put to ourselves is, “Are we as perceptive as they?”

Thursday (4/13): John 19:16b-42

Here we come to the crucifixion. Jesus is lifted up on a Roman cross between two criminals. John also tells us that some soldiers took his clothes and divided it among themselves. So there hangs the King of the Jews, bloodied and beaten and naked for all to see. And there at the foot of his cross there is a new family forming, of those who come to mourn the death of the crucified King. In reading this portion of Scripture, may we count ourselves among those gathered there and may we spend some time reflecting on just what is meant when Jesus breathed his last and said, “It is finished.”

Good Friday Service (4/14): The Seven Last Words of Christ

Our hope is that our journey through John 18-19 will prepare us well for Good Friday. If you’re in the area Christ Kaleidoscope will be holding a service from 7PM to 9PM at Rancho Senior Center (3 Ethel Coplen Way, Irvine, CA 92612). We will be designing prayer stations based on the 7 last words from Christ.

May we blessed by the reading of God’s Word this Holy Week.

Grace and Peace.

Lent: Human

Luke 15:11-32 (MSG)

Then he said, “There was once a man who had two sons. The younger said to his father, ‘Father, I want right now what’s coming to me.’

“So the father divided the property between them. It wasn’t long before the younger son packed his bags and left for a distant country. There, undisciplined and dissipated, he wasted everything he had. After he had gone through all his money, there was a bad famine all through that country and he began to hurt. He signed on with a citizen there who assigned him to his fields to slop the pigs. He was so hungry he would have eaten the corncobs in the pig slop, but no one would give him any.

“That brought him to his senses. He said, ‘All those farmhands working for my father sit down to three meals a day, and here I am starving to death. I’m going back to my father. I’ll say to him, Father, I’ve sinned against God, I’ve sinned before you; I don’t deserve to be called your son. Take me on as a hired hand.’ He got right up and went home to his father.

“When he was still a long way off, his father saw him. His heart pounding, he ran out, embraced him, and kissed him. The son started his speech: ‘Father, I’ve sinned against God, I’ve sinned before you; I don’t deserve to be called your son ever again.’

“But the father wasn’t listening. He was calling to the servants, ‘Quick. Bring a clean set of clothes and dress him. Put the family ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Then get a grain-fed heifer and roast it. We’re going to feast! We’re going to have a wonderful time! My son is here—given up for dead and now alive! Given up for lost and now found!’ And they began to have a wonderful time.

“All this time his older son was out in the field. When the day’s work was done he came in. As he approached the house, he heard the music and dancing. Calling over one of the houseboys, he asked what was going on. He told him, ‘Your brother came home. Your father has ordered a feast—barbecued beef!—because he has him home safe and sound.’

“The older brother stalked off in an angry sulk and refused to join in. His father came out and tried to talk to him, but he wouldn’t listen. The son said, ‘Look how many years I’ve stayed here serving you, never giving you one moment of grief, but have you ever thrown a party for me and my friends? Then this son of yours who has thrown away your money on whores shows up and you go all out with a feast!’

“His father said, ‘Son, you don’t understand. You’re with me all the time, and everything that is mine is yours—but this is a wonderful time, and we had to celebrate. This brother of yours was dead, and he’s alive! He was lost, and he’s found!’”


Human – Jon Bellion

I always fear that I’m not living right
So I feel guilty when I go to church
The pastor tells me I’ve been saved, I’m fine
Then please explain to me why my chest still hurts

I spent four thousand on the Mart McFlys
Yet I’m still petrified of going broke
There’s someone gorgeous in my bed tonight
Yet I’m still petrified that I’ll die alone

I’m just so sick of being
I’m just so sick of being
human
I’m just so sick of being
I’m just so sick of being
Oh na…

My mother calls I have no time to talk
But I can find the time to drink and smoke
Took 15 hits ’till I can barely walk
I threw up on the lawn, I can’t find my phone

I got no nuts to tell the one I love
That she’s the reason that I wrote this song
And that’s some coward shit I know it sucks
But Lauren call me when you hear this song

I’m just so sick of being
human
I’m just so sick of being

human
I’m just so sick of being
I’m just so sick of being
Oh na…

See I got GPS on my phone
And I can follow it to get home
If my location’s never unknown
Then tell me why I still feel lost
Tell me why I still feel

Tell me why I still feel
Tell me why I still feel
Human

 

Merciful Father,

you have created us in your image

and called us, your creatures,

to live out your love, hope, and desires in your world.

Absolve your people from their offences, 

that through your bountiful goodness

we may be delivered from the chains of those sins. 

Give us peace from our fears and frailty

and give us hope in our struggle with being human.

Remind us that we are more than the sum of our failures and fleshly desires.

 

 

 

Three to Read (Mar. 8, 2017)

This week’s Three to Read contains some explicit language. But it is explicit language used to help us discern what is going on in the wider world, as well as uncover what so often goes unnoticed in our own.

The word is bullshit.

It’s probably a word we say under our breath whenever we hear Trump open his mouth. And so the first article is entitled, The Bullshit of the Trump Administration. It asks the question, “What do we mean when we say someone is “bullshitting”? In answering that question we are better able to see how bullshit differs from and is more dangerous than simply lying.

The second article wants us to know that There’s One Thing Pope Francis Wants Christians to Give Up for Lent. It’s easy to point out all the nonsense coming out of the White House, but Lent is a time where we turn the finger back on ourselves, when we stop staring at the bird turd in our neighbor’s life and start cleaning up the steaming pile of bullshit in ours. (NOTE: The harrowing passage about Lazarus that Pope Francis references is Luke 16:19-31.)

The last reading is just some practical advice on How to Break a Bad Habit That’s Holding You Back. For many of us, our problem is that we just do the same crap over and over and over. As the saying goes, bad habits are so easy to make and so hard to break. This article will give us a good starting place to do the latter.

As we continue in this Lenten season let us keep in mind what the first article concludes: “The bullshitter is the greatest enemy of the truth.” If Jesus is the Truth, as we Christians claim him to be, let us not be his greatest enemy when it comes to our witness of him in the world.

Lent: Mess of Me

Romans 7:15-20 (NIV)

I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

Mess Of Me – Switchfoot

I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain’t no drug that they could sell
Ah there ain’t no drugs to make me well

There ain’t no drug
It’s not enough
There ain’t no drug
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
The rest of my life alive!

We lock our souls in cages
We hide inside our shells
It’s hard to free the ones you love
Oh when you can’t forgive yourself
Yeah forgive yourself!

There ain’t no drug
There ain’t no drug
There ain’t no drug
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
The rest of my life alive!

Ah! Right

There ain’t no drug
There ain’t no drug
There ain’t no drug
No drug to make me well
There ain’t no drug
It’s not enough
I’m breaking up
The sickness is myself
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I’ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
The rest of my life alive!!

 

God of compassion,

you hate nothing that you have made,

 forgive the sins of all those who are regretful and ashamed,

and embrace your people who struggle to return to you with open arms.

Create and make in us new and contrite hearts

that we, worthily lamenting our sins

and acknowledge our wretchedness,

may receive from you perfect remission and forgiveness;

through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

Lenten Devotional

Joel 2:12-13 (ESV)

“Yet even now,” declares the Lord,
“return to me with all your heart,
with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning;
and rend your hearts and not your garments.”
Return to the Lord your God,
for he is gracious and merciful,
slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love;
and he relents over disaster.


Lent is a forty-day season of reflection and preparation for the death of Jesus. It is a time of repentance and meditation, of considering Christ’s suffering and rethinking how we are called to take up our own crosses. Some of us give up things like chocolate or television during this season as a sort of fasting. As a result, we are left to rethink how we live and how we want to live.

Then is Lent a New Year’s resolution for Christians? Not necessarily. Yes, we sacrifice and give up certain pleasures and bad habits, not because of self-improvement or righteous piety, but to reorient our lives towards the cross.

Additionally, Lent is not simply about mirroring Jesus’ fasting in the desert for forty-days and the temptations he had by Satan. Lent is a season where we hear, respond, and arrange our lives to Jesus’ call and the cross. It is a season of giving over our life to death. The German theologian Dietrich Bonhoeffer said it best, “When Christ calls a man, He bids him to come and die”.

As we embark on this journey towards Good Friday and the cross, we begin (once more) to surrender ourselves to Christ in union with his death. However, the cross is not the end to our otherwise happy life, but what Bonhoeffer would say “meets us at the beginning of our communion with Christ”.

We are to confront our own guilt, shame, fears, anger, sadness, and sinfulness during Lent, and though we will experience the joy and happiness of Easter and resurrection, we first must walk the long trek to meet Jesus on the cross and encounter the pain and sorrow of Good Friday.

Let us be reminded that we do not have to fear our own shortcomings:

“The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.”  Psalm 23:1-4 (NIV)


  • Is Lent another New Year’s resolution for you? If yes, why? If no, then how would describe or articulate the importance of Lent?
  • What have you given up for Lent? Why?
  • What have you learned about your faith, yourself, and suffering during Lent?
  • In what ways are you listening to God in this Lenten season?
  • What will help you to remain faithful to your Lenten practice? What will pose a challenge to your Lenten practice?

Three to Read (Feb. 27, 2017)

This week, instead of 3 readings, there’s just one. And the reason is, its a little long, at just over 2,000 words.

The article is about reading the Bible…or better yet, about letting the Bible read us. I think there is a lot in it that can help us broaden (and maybe even simplify) how we read the Bible. And if you read closely, you’ll find a lot that connects with the talk Esther gave this past Sunday on hearing from God.

Here’s a quote from the article:

Go back and read [the] passage again. But this time, be open to receive whatever God has for you. Don’t manipulate God; just receive. Communion with him isn’t something you institute. It’s like sleep. You can’t make yourself sleep, but you can create the conditions that allow sleep to happen. All I want you to do is create the conditions: Open your Bible, read it slowly, listen to it, and reflect on it.

If you didn’t know Lent starts this Wednesday, Mar. 1. Lent is a season where we subtract something so that we can add something new. One thing we could try is to get rid of something we know is a time-waster so we can carve out some space in our lives to create the conditions that will allow us to receive what God might be saying to us.

Happy Reading!

  1. James Bryan Smith: Who’s Reading Whom?

 

P.S. If you would like a passage to contemplate, try Matthew 25:14-30 or Matthew 25:31-46.

Sweetly Broken

Today we have a special post from guest blogger, Brandon Chuang (Ken’s son). Brandon is currently attending optometry school in Boston. His post is a timely one as we head into Lent – a season of self-reflection as we consider our own sinfulness that led to Christ’s death and crucifixion.


Luke 7:47

“Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven–as her great love has shown. But whoever has been forgiven little loves little.”

I love the NIV version of this verse. I feel that it perfectly captures my greatest struggle, acceptance of the full extent of my brokenness.

We’ve all had those piercing moments. Those moments where the weight of our transgressions comes crashing down on us. It could be something from the past, triggered by something you saw while casually perusing social media. It could be falling, yet again, into a pattern of sin you swore off so many times. These are largely the ways in which it’s manifested in me, but it could be anything.

The past two weeks have been 2 of the most emotionally and spiritually difficult weeks of my life, and I don’t want to minimize that. I’ve been barraged with sins from my past that I’d swept under the rug unknowingly. It’s not that I didn’t confess them to God and ask for forgiveness, but I never let my heart experience just how vile these sins were. I made excuses to minimize them. “Everyone goes through this, it’s a normal struggle.”

My constant coping mechanism stems from this idea that, “I’m not that bad of a person.” This can also be referred to as, “I don’t need that much of God’s grace.” And it has worked as a temporary fix, temporary being 25 years of life. However, as I’m growing older and continually being faced with the magnanimity of my sins both past and present, “I’m not that bad of a person” really doesn’t do it anymore.

These past two weeks, God has been forcing my hand, and I could no longer defend myself. “I’m a really, really, broken, messed up person, and there’s no excuse for all these things I’ve done.” In that moment, the standards I’d set for my life and my self-image were shattered… Yet it was this “crying out” that opened my heart to even more of God’s forgiveness and love, it was what He was waiting for.

We need to understand the degree of our brokenness to fully understand what God’s love and grace covers and redeems. And let’s be clear on one thing, I do NOT fully understand my own brokenness. I don’t think I ever will until I see Him face to face, but I firmly believe a tell-tale sign of maturity is the deepening of our understanding of our own sinful nature, coupled with the further surrendering of our lives to “the One is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine.”

Only when we have been forgiven much, can we love so boldly.

It’s been 3 days since that desperate cry. Already, I feel myself reverting to my old ways. It’s okay. I know it’s a process, a lifelong one at that. I want to encourage you, friends, to fully embrace your brokenness, knowing our God redeems and restores us.

I recently re-uploaded Sweetly Broken by Jeremy Riddle to my Spotify playlist as a reminder of these past 2 weeks. “At the cross You beckon me. You draw me gently to my knees and I am lost for words, so lost in love. I’m sweetly broken, wholly surrendered.”

I pray that these words mean more and more to me every day, and I hope they bless you as well.

Three to Read (Feb. 21, 2017)

Here is this week’s Three to Read. The first is a Q&A interview with Old Testament scholar, Walter Bruegemann. He is asked some difficult questions about some pressing questions facing the church today. His responses may be a bit provocative and bring up more questions than answers. By doing so, hopefully, it will spark some good conversation.

The second article, takes us back to a recurring topic we have been discussing as a community: Noise and Distraction. And it asks: What is it costing us spiritually? (You’ll hear more about this in the coming weeks as we head into the season of Lent.)

The last article is a kind of devotional commentary on the parable of the Good Samaritan (Luke 10:25-37). It would be worthwhile to take some to read this post alongside the passage in Luke to help you reflect more deeply on a familiar story (and our current political climate).

  1. “It’s Not a Matter of Obeying the Bible”
  2. The Spiritual Cost of Distraction
  3. Does Your Heart Break Like a Samaritan?

Three to Read (Feb. 14, 2017)

Each week I’d like to try and give three hand-picked blog posts or articles that I found interesting or informative from my explorations around the web.

For this week, the first two articles are related to some of the things we talked about on Sunday – namely, sleep and reading as basic spiritual disciplines we ought to try and incorporate into our daily routines.

The third article is an insightful (somewhat academic) exploration of what it means to have “the mind of Christ,” a phrase the Apostle Paul uses in 1 Corinthians 2:16. It’s written by my New Testament professor from Fuller seminary, Marianne Meye Thompson (loved her!). It’s a bit long, but well worth the read.

1. God Wants You to Get Some Sleep
2. 8 Ways to Read a Lot More Books This Year
3. The Mind of Christ in the Gospels

Happy Reading!