Lenten Fasting

Last year, an article about the Pope and the season of Lent managed to make its way onto Time magazine, attracting the attention of Catholics and non-Catholics alike. Making its rounds again this year as well, “Pope Francis’ Guide to Lent: What You Should Give Up This Year” is a delightful mix of clickbait and a genuine Christian call to action. The article’s author, Christopher Hale, references and builds off of several of the Pope’s Ash Wednesday messages, concluding that “if we are going to fast from anything this Lent, Francis suggests that even more than candy or alcohol, we fast from indifference to others.”

That Pope Francis focuses on the vice of indifference to others will not be surprising to those who have followed his headlines in the popular media. The care of the poor takes center stage in many of Pope Francis’ messages and sermons, exacerbated by what he observes as an indifference or apathy to the suffering of the poor. Pope Francis groups this indifference with hatred and hardness of heart as sins that Jesus’s death and resurrection have already overcome. Thus, Pope Francis urges us to ask God to form our hearts in the likeness of Jesus’: open and attentive to the needs and sufferings of our neighbors as well as of our brothers and sisters in Christ.

The candy and alcohol, on the other hand, is a reference to the practice of fasting or “giving up for Lent” something that we regularly partake in, as a way of remembering and taking part in Jesus’s forty days in the desert. While American Protestants are used to this practice being up to the individual’s discernment (for example, it’d make more sense in my context to give up candy than alcohol, though both options are suspect), in many older Catholic contexts the fast was primarily a communal one, where entire parishes would go without meat for forty days.

The article ends with this rousing quote on the relative unimportance of these bodily fasts:

“What are you giving up for Lent?” It’s a question a lot of people will get these next few days. If you want to change your body, perhaps alcohol and candy is the way to go. But if you want to change your heart, a harder fast is needed. This narrow road is gritty, but it isn’t sterile. It will make room in ourselves to experience a love that can make us whole and set us free.

Now that’s something worth fasting for.

This and other recent pushbacks against Lenten fasting have been mostly confusing to me. I get that there have been cringeworthy instances of people sacrificing some trivial aspect of their lives, and feeling self righteous as a result. There have even been some instances of “secular” Lenten fasting, made in the name of health or psychological benefits. Maybe it’s for those reasons that there is a felt need to move fasting out of the realm of the physical and into the spiritual. Perhaps we no longer trust that Lenten fasting will do the work that we have traditionally assigned it to.

But nowhere does Pope Francis “recommend” that you fast from something that isn’t bodily. He warns against overly formal fasts that serve only to leave us self satisfied, while our selfishness and ignorance of the poor grow. He argues that fasting only makes sense if it “chips away at our security and, as a consequence, benefits someone else”. That is, our fasting must change us in a way that wears down the barriers that prevent us from doing good to others. But from scouring his recent Lenten messages, I found precious little to make anything close to a “guide” for what to fast from.

What the article’s author seems to miss is that Lenten fasting has never been about the thing your fasting from. Rather it is about the deprivation of its enjoyment, feeling its hunger pangs, and using that to help Christians better order their desires. “Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God” (Matthew 4:4). Pleasures like eating meat and watching Netflix, which are good in their own respects, are delayed to help us see what we are normally blind to: the plight of the poor, our indifference to God and to others, and, particularly for Lent, Christ’s sufferings on his journey to the cross.

So when I hear someone mention that they are fasting from road rage or judging others, I fear that they’ve gotten some things backwards. Fasting from pleasures and repenting of sins (like the sin of indifference) are related, but something is lost if we conflate the two. Hence the particular format of Lenten fasting: we fast during the week, and on Sundays we “feast”, acknowledging that at the table we catch a glimpse of the Bridegroom’s feast, where fasting is made irrelevant (Mark 4:4). Sin that we are turning from, on the other hand, is not “picked up” again on Sundays or at Easter, like we do with fasting. To sum it all up, we might fast from alcohol, but we repent of alcoholism.

Let us not shy away from the important ways that disciplining our bodies has on the formation of our hearts this Lenten season. As Christ was not above the bodily practice of fasting and abstinence, may we too look to him for encouragement, trusting that our need for daily renewal and repentance will be supplied with grace by our Father in heaven.

The Slow Work of God

I recently came across this quote from Teilhard de Chardin, a French philosopher and priest, writing back in the early twentieth century. His gentle exhortation continues to speak a much needed word to us some hundred years later. I guess immediate gratification has always been an addiction for us humans, but it clearly is becoming one we are able to feed with more ease and consistency.

While Teilhard seems to speaking of the slow work of God in the individual, I think his words can equally express the slow work of God shaping and guiding a community, a people, a church. People are the ultimate speed bump. The more you add the slower things get. But in the economy of grace, we have been given all the time in the world to become what God intends us to be, both individually and communally.

As we enter into the season of Lent, may we delve deeper into the super-abundant grace of our God to receive that which makes possible the kind of patient trust Teilhard so beautifully describes:

Patient Trust
Above all, trust in the slow work of God.
We are quite naturally impatient in everything
to reach the end without delay.
We should like to skip the intermediate stages.
We are impatient of being on the way to something
unknown, something new.
And yet it is the law of all progress
that it is made by passing through
some stages of instability—
and that it may take a very long time.

And so I think it is with you;
your ideas mature gradually—let them grow,
let them shape themselves, without undue haste.
Don’t try to force them on,

as though you could be today what time
(that is to say, grace and circumstances
acting on your own good will)
will make of you tomorrow.

Only God could say what this new spirit
gradually forming within you will be.
Give Our Lord the benefit of believing
that his hand is leading you,
and accept the anxiety of feeling yourself
in suspense and incomplete.

Teilhard de Chardin

(1881-1955)

 

 

 

 

Desiring the Kingdom (Part 1)

Preface

Desiring the Kingdom is a book that managed to transcend its intended purpose to a fairly significant degree. Originally a plea to Christian universities and instructors to re-evaluate their approach to education and formation, Smith’s book has since become a source book for pastors, musicians, and Christian laypeople alike. The reason: it affirms the primacy of worship as the site of Christian formation, it reorients ideas and beliefs under how and what one loves, and it rediscovers the significance of desire in the Christian life. It is an approachable, readable book, but in that “college lecturer that occasionally makes slightly out of date cultural references” kind of way. The average reader will probably lose patience with Smith at the sections on phenomenology and Heidegger, and reading long portions in one sitting results in hearing many of the same phrases repeated again and again.

These “features” are part of the process; pedagogical as Ken put it. The beautiful and insightful breakdown of the parts of the worship service near the end of Desiring the Kingdom must be “earned” by going through the more dense sections, or so the reasoning goes.

So in a way I am here to suffer on your behalf. I will write to you, dear reader, assuming you have never read the book, and summarize what I take to be Smith’s main points and examples chapter by chapter. It would not be a Jojo blog if there were no criticisms, but I will try to keep them brief and to include them only when they are relevant to the purpose of this read-through. The purpose being: answering the question, “How are Christians to rightly view formation?”. At the time of writing this, we in the church plant (the name has not been solidified yet) are going through a series called Getting your Feet Wet, dealing with formation; the writers of which clearly have been influenced by Desiring the Kingdom. When there are interesting intersections between the two, I will try to bring them out. But hopefully it is not necessary to have read through that piece to understand what I write here.

                                                                                                                              

Desiring the Kingdom: An Introduction

James K. A. Smith introduces his 2009 book with a set of claims. The first is that the generally accepted Christian view of education and learning is mistaken, to the detriment of Christians everywhere. The story goes a little like this: with the world’s help, Christians came to see the role of education as primarily providing the right information, and then teaching students to retain that information. In the context of church, the hope is that they will come to believe these things to be true (e.g. “that God loves you”, “that Christ died for your sins”; ideas and propositions). Some go so far as to hope for a Christian perspective or worldview to develop; that maybe after 4 years of Sunday School little Billy will go off to college and still be able to see things from a Christian point of view. In other words, to let his Christian upbringing inform his thinking and decision making, and thus give him a better chance of doing and saying the right things.

What about this story feels “off” to us? Trying to identify what we think this account gets wrong or leaves out reveals a lot about our assumptions regarding formation. For example, you may rightly point out that the above paragraph says nothing about developing a relationship with God, and that we should instead focus on teaching Christians how to get closer to God, and how to depend on Him more and more fully.

Others might take offense at how shallow it makes Christian teaching sound, and whose first step would be to add a more robust knowledge and love for scripture and biblical doctrine, and maybe even training in articulating the gospel truth to non-believers.

Others still might scoff and think that they’ve got it all backwards. It’s not about what you know, or even your perspective. Its about loving, caring for, and helping people, and that’s not something you teach in Sunday school. Its something you learn from experience “out in the field”, either from the people themselves or from research into their contexts and needs.

There are strands of truth to each of the possible alternatives I just described. But each carry within them the assumption that formation is merely about absorbing ideas and information. Smith rejects this assumption, and on his view Christian formation is primarily about how we are “shaped, formed, and molded into a certain kind of people whose hearts and passions and desires are aimed at the Kingdom of God.” Feel free to reread that sentence a couple times. Hopefully it will begin to sink in just how strange that statement sounds, and how unlikely for it to be uttered in most American Christian contexts. Wherein lies the difference? Is his statement generally right, but emphasizes different things than most Christians might have? Does it go too far with this talk of passions and desires, when we should be worried about morality and character instead? And what in the world does he mean by “aiming”?

Agree or disagree, it is good to recognize the particularity of such statements. And as we get to later chapters, hopefully the dynamics of this view will come into clearer focus. To reiterate: many Christians have been co-opted into a view of formation as acquiring information, which doesn’t fully get at our hearts and desires. In later chapters he will argue that the world has got our hearts and desires (our “guts”) in mind, and thus are doing a better job at forming Christians than many churches. By recovering a sense of the human animal as embodied and liturgical, the church will be better equipped with practices that resist the world’s seductions, and be more fully and deeply formed into the image of Christ’s likeness.

I realize that last bit was dense, perhaps unintelligible. But as an introduction to the book, I need to get it in your subconscious, to prime you for the discussions that will come afterwards. Later posts will be lighter, since I will not be trying to motivate and encapsulate the the overarching argument of a 200 page book. I appreciate your patience, and pray that our small congregation would be blessed as we attend to the how of formation, our humble attempts at becoming holy as our heavenly father is holy.

Conversation #1: Formation Happens!

This is a reflection on Study One of the Ekklesia Project's Getting Your Feet Wet Series. This post covers Conversation #1: Formation Happens!

by Tim Horng

In Richard Curtis’s 2013 film About Time, Tim Lake does what every ordinary, principled human being would do with the power to travel through time: take a mulligan on all the mistakes he’s made in life. We’ve all wished we could get a second chance at all of the humiliating gaffes we’ve made, and it’s a lot of envious fun to follow Tim’s journey. He learns something about everything and eventually becomes confidently able to do virtually anything he wants, from winning over his crush to dealing with life’s greatest tragedies. Among the things he learns are two universal lessons about living that I think closely apply to our discussion of Christian formation. Hopefully, without spoiling too much…

LESSON #1: It takes practice.

When we first meet Tim, he’s dreadfully unsure about every action he makes. However, every time he screws up, he analyzes his missteps, hits the rewind button, and revises his life story (often multiple times). In Tim’s first foray into romantic pursuit, the stunning and playful Charlotte presents our protagonist with a bottle of sunscreen and a boy’s summer dream: “Tim. Will you do my back?” Of course, he makes an absolute wreck of it the first time around. His overexcited hands are shaky and cold, and the lotion erupts out of the bottle, spilling all over the place. It’s in her bikini. It’s in her hair. Thankfully, a humiliating run back into the house, a quick clench of the fists, and a few seconds later, he’s back in the game. This time, however, he’s a pro.

Unfortunately, merely being Christian doesn’t grant us the luxury of traveling in time. However, just like Tim’s character, becoming “little Christs” takes repetition and disciplined practice. We all know that the number of Christ-like attributes I have can be counted on one hand (or maybe just one, small pinky finger), but I also know these microscopic specks of Christ can at least be partially traced to the disciplines we’ve exercised at church. Two of the most formative Sunday Worship practices for me have been silence and confession. These two repeated actions have made increasing room for the Spirit to instill a habit of patient reflection, something that has undoubtedly tempered my naturally rash and critical tendencies.

Obviously, this kind of formation requires playing the long game.

However, we live in a world that serves instant gratification like a drug, and we love hearing stories of fast, dramatic transformation. While the Spirit is certainly capable of such, I feel that we often underestimate the sustained power of disciplined practice.

LESSON #2: It takes noticing.

After a lifetime of time travel, Tim’s dad has been through it all, and armed with the secrets to happiness, he gives his son a two-part suggestion. First, get on with ordinary life. So Tim does as he normally does. At work, his best friend gets chewed out by their boss, and he just sheepishly looks down at the table. At the store, the cashier rings him up, they exchange pleasantries, and he hastily pays before rushing out the door. In court, the jury declares his defendant “not guilty,” and he simply breathes a sigh of relief.

notnoticing

Then, part two of his dad’s plan: relive the same day almost exactly the same, but this time noticing how sweet the world can be. On this second go-around, Tim pokes fun at his boss and keeps his best friend in good spirits.
He notices the cashier’s upbeat smile, and he has a genuine interaction with her before leaving the store. In court, he sees how happy his defendant is at the decision and hugs him, sharing in his joy.

noticing

At the end of the day, he has gone through the exact same events as the first time around, but noticing has given him an entirely different persona.

Like Tim on his first day, too frequently, we go through our routines and end the day without a firm grasp of the hours and minutes of our lives. But also, just like Tim on his second day, we can increase our awareness of formation by noticing. Notice what makes us, and the people around us, tick. Notice what makes us laugh, smile, cry, and fume.

Notice when we desire something, and notice when God is present or absent (seemingly) in our lives.

Then, consider formation:

Where did these feelings, thoughts, and actions come from?

For me, these two lessons go hand-in-hand. Spiritual disciplines such as silence and confession have greatly helped me notice and consider. This has given my day-to-day life greater purpose and scope, and I feel I have come to a better understanding of the constant battles over the formation of my life. Doing this and then reminding myself of those words in Isaiah 64, “we are the clay, and you are our potter; we are all the work of your hand,” has unquestionably been the springboard to some of the most fruitful and noticeable growth in my spiritual character.

Into What are We Being Formed?

by Alex Kim

The world’s really moved away from being direct and forward. How often are commercials telling us to actually go out and buy something? I think the advertising professionals are onto something here: people don’t like being told what to do overtly. So, they’ve figured out another way to get us to do what they want us to do. They tell me that this phone is cool and everyone has one, and so the expectation is that maybe I’ll get one too.

It worked.

Apple Brainwashing

I have an iPhone 6S Plus. I didn’t buy into the hype at first and this is the first time I got an iPhone since they came out with these things. But they beat me down. How long does it take to make pulled pork in a slow cooker? Too dang long if you ask me, but look at how tender it comes out in the end. If they can get to someone like me, do you think you are safe from all of this?

So all we know so far is that I’d be terrible at writing commercials and I take way too long to make a point. Seriously, though, we are not prepared right now.

But we can be.

Even people that aren’t necessarily going to buy the latest iPhone are going to have an opinion that new phones are cool. Sure, maybe you have no interest in buying that Porsche (or designer bag), but it’s still a cool thing to have, right? (Objection, leading question).

But I guess maybe you really don’t think these things are cool.

Maybe you live under a rock.

Maybe you’re lying.

We’ve been conquered by a culture that tells us these things or qualities are what we should model our lives after. We have been killed by a thousand cuts and tenderized by steady, low heat.

But wait, when do we ever take the time to stop and think about these things?

I think this is one of the most beautiful things about where we stand today with the church plant.

We have stopped.

We are taking the time.

We have the chance now to build this thing anew.

(My sentences got longer little by little as if I’m building something. Thumbs up for painfully unoriginal syntax.)

This is the conversation I’ve been having with people. If we decided to leave OCCEC and all we’re doing is exactly the same as what we were doing before, then what was the point of leaving?

I’m not trying to say that we somehow entirely abandon who we grew to be at OCCEC. Using the seed metaphor, or I guess any metaphor involving the passing of genes, so really even a metaphor about ourselves could work as well, we are inevitably going to retain some elements of where we came from (the tree, OCCEC). And that’s more than fine, because our faiths did grow in these past many (or few) years as the consequence of our time there.

But we still need to look at how a seed grows (or people, I guess–talk about an unnecessary metaphor). You’re going to have water, fertilizer maybe, and the right location and temperature.

To put it another way, as Irene did, is to think of culture as the “Nurture” in Nature vs. Nurture. Our natures, or inherent abilities, are just a starting point. The type of nurturing we receive orients the direction in which we develop.

So then it becomes clear why culture is so important.

Yeah, we come from a certain place and there are significant ways in which we have been shaped by the past. But it’s not like we’re final products, and we have unimaginable potential for growth. You can be the greatest seed that came from the awesomest tree, but you’re not going to survive without adequate water, sunlight, and etc.

I set off to write about all of the “bad” culture we had as OCCEC so we can talk about how we can be different. I’m thinking I don’t need to do that, though. If you’re reading this, I know we’re all in this together and that you’re serious about following God into something bigger than ourselves. Into what are we being formed?

You tell me.

But please tell me that we didn’t leave behind a bunch of people who love us and a very very comfortable place to keep being what we already are.

Let’s let God form us into something beautiful.

Welcome to the Oikonomist!

This blog is a collaborative effort to help bring some coherence to the (sometimes perplexing) task of living the Christian life well. That last word (“well”) is significant. On one level, it is not too hard a thing to live the life of a Christian. Because we believe in a wonderful thing called grace we gladly attest with many a bumper that, “I’m not perfect, just forgiven.”

Sweet and simple.

Except Jesus seems to have this little expectation that grace aims to work perfection in us. That’s when things get a bit more complicated. To live the Christian life well moves us from “just forgiven” toward “perfection.” That may sound odd, but perfection is simply a shorthand way of saying what the Apostle Paul calls “conformed to the image of Christ.”

From the perspective of this blog, living the Christian life well also has to do with getting a better grasp on what we believe and do as Christians. Why do we believe and do the things we believe and do? Of the things we do, what’s the most faithful and fruitful way to do them? And how does all this stuff help us become more and more like the one in whom we believe? These are some of the major questions this blog hopes to flesh out.

A Note on the Blogging Team

First, pretty much all the writers for this blog grew up in the wonderful world of conservative evangelicalism. In particular, the Southern California, Immigrant Chinese, Orange County brand of conservative evangelicalism. For sure, there are things we appreciate within this context. But there’s also things we have found wanting. For better or for worse, we may tend to emphasize the latter. Our aim (though we might not always hit the mark) is “to uproot and tear down,” in order “to build and to plant” (Jeremiah 1:10).*

Second, as of this writing, many of us are in the early stages of planning a church plant, so many of the posts will be reflections on specific things we are working through as a community.

*It’s the conservative evangelical part in me that has to include a Bible reference.